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| Wednesday, December 21st, 2005 | | 2:16 pm |
I Won't Bother
So, I thought I was over this. Yet, here I am, for two weeks not eating over 400 calories a day. You know, I went to see a movie last night, and I could hardly pay attention because all I did was watch the main girl and think how I wanted my collar bone to stick out like hers, and how I wanted my ribs to show like hers. I hate this. So much for being over it. Current Mood: discontent | | Thursday, August 4th, 2005 | | 2:47 pm |
And I Will Cry
I have felt so bad about how I have been doing the past few days. My boyfriend has told me at every meal that he can't be with me if I don't eat, because he's worried about me. So, of course I eat, and then we always end up hanging out afterward and for some reason I feel awful about throwing up around him and I just can't make myself do it. I haven't weighed myself in a few days, so I don't know if I have actually gained any weight from it or not. Hopefully I will find a way to get around this soon. Current Mood: discontent | | 2:22 pm |
| | Monday, July 18th, 2005 | | 5:50 pm |
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