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    Wednesday, December 21st, 2005
    2:16 pm
    I Won't Bother
    So, I thought I was over this. Yet, here I am, for two weeks not eating over 400 calories a day. You know, I went to see a movie last night, and I could hardly pay attention because all I did was watch the main girl and think how I wanted my collar bone to stick out like hers, and how I wanted my ribs to show like hers. I hate this. So much for being over it.

    Current Mood: discontent
    Thursday, August 4th, 2005
    2:47 pm
    And I Will Cry
    I have felt so bad about how I have been doing the past few days. My boyfriend has told me at every meal that he can't be with me if I don't eat, because he's worried about me. So, of course I eat, and then we always end up hanging out afterward and for some reason I feel awful about throwing up around him and I just can't make myself do it. I haven't weighed myself in a few days, so I don't know if I have actually gained any weight from it or not. Hopefully I will find a way to get around this soon.

    Current Mood: discontent
    2:22 pm
    Keeping Track



    Current Mood: happy
    Monday, July 18th, 2005
    5:50 pm
    Keeping Track



    Current Mood: excited
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